And so today, I write in this journal.  I write all the things that I am holding back from others.

My fears and doubts.  

Perhaps I should share my fears with others on my blog, to do so, will tell the true journey that I am undertaking. 

I know that I want this more than anything I have wanted in a long, long time–perhaps, ever.  

It pulls me forward and i go willingly, towards my purpose in being.  

I am not a quitter.  I will do this.